POEM: I Can't Keep Doing This Back and Forth Thing Anymore

I love you more than you can begin to understand
I gave you my heart which was never a part of the plan
I always gave you the benefit of the doubt
I must admit I was warned of what you were about

But I overlooked all of what you were or more so what I heard
I loved you even when I didn't want to
I'm over this back and forth thing that we do
Obviously there are a lot of I's that I would do just to cater to you
When you love someone like you claim you do there are a lot of we's that you should do

I should have saw this coming
I should have already walked away
I shouldn't have backed down, all of that time, and just said what I had to say
I use to let u think that what u did was ok
But I was a little younger then and now it's a brand new day

You can go head and play the field if you want to
But I won't be there anymore when you come off playing the fields like you always do
Go ahead and keep hooking up with those "for the moment girls"
Who aren't really about anything and usually just play a certain role

Why do you want that I never understood?
U got me someone who's always been there but you still want to play and think that it's ok
And that I will always be there
Telling me you love me isn't enough anymore to make me stay

I've already been around for over two years
I always use to vision that there would be that day when
You realize what you got, and stop playing the field
And realize that we have something that is real

And no other girl plus you was worth me walking away
And you would do anything just to make me stay

I admit this is not the first time that I said that I was gone
That's probably why you're not taking me seriously
I want you to know something

I love you with all my heart but I love myself even more
And I can’t do this back and forth thing anymore

- Miss J-Ross

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